I slipped yesterday – I am ashamed to say but I was feeling a bit down and I succumbed to my temptation. I kept on playing games on my iPad way after the curfew time. I felt bad when I woke up in the morning! Did it affect me? Yes, I did not sleep as well as I have been for the past few days. I have promised that I will be stronger from now on.
It was an interesting day. I was not feeling entirely my positive self. I guess it happens to all of us but it really affects me. I become sullen, grumpy and my whole demeanour changes. As my husband says, it looks like someone has taken away my light or sunshine. I went shopping in the afternoon coz retail therapy always cheer me up but to no avail. I was feeling knocked out. So I spent the whole day and part of the night moping and in dumps!
I woke up this morning and made a vow to myself that I will not let anything make me feel down in dumps. Coz my happiness has a direct effect on my family. Also, I am a fighter and someone posted on FB that has stuck with me. On that note, till tomorrow!